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I am a perfect daughter
I am a perfect girl
I am educated, I am fragile
And I never do anything wrong
If my parents want me to do something
I'll do
If my friends want me to do something
I'll do

I am a terrible daughter
I am a terrible girl
I am rude, I am strong
And I always do everything wrong
If my parents want me to do something
It looks like I'm not able to do it
If my friends want me to do something
It looks like I don't want to do it


Dad, mom, do you really know me?
Do you know the battle that happens inside of me?
Do you know how much I hate you?
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know how it's the feeling to hate and love somebody...
At the same time?
Do you know how much I hate myself?
Do you know how much I hate my friends?

Dad, mom, do you really know how people see me?
They think I'm intelligent, cute, shy, fragile
And a very good daughter
Why would I tell them who I really am?
If it's going to benefit me
It's better to let them live their illusion.
But the truth is that I'm nothing

Dad, mom, do you really know who I am?
Do you know how much I want to change the world?
How much I want to kill the world...
Do you know how much I hate everything around me?
And do you know who I am?
Selfish, stupid, lost, hurt, damned, broken.

Dad, mom, do you know that, in the end, I hate myself?
Do you know how many times I wished I was never born?
How many times I wished the world was never born...
A girl who wants to change the world.
A girl who wants to kill the world.
I'm nothing but a fool.
And I wonder why I have to write a description.
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:iconwildheartlovesall:
WildHeartLovesAll Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
this is my life good job
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Student Writer
well, it's mine too. Thank you.
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WildHeartLovesAll Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:) your welcome and I hope things improve
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012  Student Writer
me too, thank you again. :)
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WildHeartLovesAll Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
your welcome! for me no one seems to understand why I would hate my determined and struggling mother. No one understands, not even my sister...
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Student Writer
yeah, same thing here... It seems that nobody in my family can understand me.. They only say I'm being childish when I try to tell them what I'm feeling -.-'
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WildHeartLovesAll Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
my family believes in perfection, it seems like my sister is in my mothers favor, whatever I do is wrong, I'm just not perfect enough. So I chose to be the rebel, its got me nowhere but its too late to turn back now
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Al3xDk Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012
Such an awesome poem yet with so much bad things in it..
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Student Writer
thank you... I guess :)
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Al3xDk Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012
c:
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xBlackAlicex Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Describes me so well, I love how everyone thinks I'm a little angel then I show my true colors and then bam, they're braindead
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Student Writer
same here. But sometimes I don't love to be seen as an little angel. Sometimes.
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linvetta6 Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012
this sounds a LOT like me. actually, it is me... wow....
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:iconblanche-sama:
Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Student Writer
Really? Wow. I just tried to write how I feel :)
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DecemberMidnight Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012   General Artist
Get over yourself.

:|
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Jazzymire Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Beautiful, yet so sad. I love it.
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Student Writer
thank you.
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Angel-Eyed-Vengeance Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Wow, intense and sad.
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Blanche-sama Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Student Writer
:)
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